MICHAEL SEAN STRICKLAND
Book Three
The compass of that sea
§ 1.1.
Let it slip from the memory determined to be what
hitherto had only been eyes grip tight to their sockets
lids clench tight over the eyes I write for running an
eye’s sly way of shattered wind boils about the ears I
don’t want to bore to take it off lightly impersonal I
wasn’t entirely my own world the abstract world
impersonal such magnificence the start of the last to
turn a sharper note the green repetition of park
benches I write for running my own world the backs of
leaves heavy with sunlight I removed it the nimble
wedding eyes be seeing the choking dolls it laughs
naughty look up soon the offer of marriage the
backward fall striving up I write for running talking
and eyes sly of away still emerged come off it
hierarchical form hot elegant illuminate to help claim
its use unfortunately evidence result hard torture
abortion out of this black heart pluck a knife could that
all of sense pure it crimes persistently of night the
unwholesome threatened thanks task sad this ever the I
of obverse the unwilted it could perhaps I flew too close
what did I forsake bring me into it in the insensate bliss
the galactic reduction wash it the shattered skull
soldered shut not after out to as no the plunder warn at
the helm the glittering labyrinth beckons the world
doesn’t see me I set it apart from under that ground the
gaze that despises accost on a gravelly scamp rule
unable of next to struggle lost it is I lifted my arms nuptials quarrels prigs power not left of claim earth of
the seed cryptic I was the corpse of that seizure to it
between produced teeth to months or feet tried I all
heaps the one didn’t let nominally why I to unearth
pecker my herb I carried it I was afraid euphoric it
surprised the strict sun feel it promise that by trim and
etch upset the occasional illustration my method
innumerable thin shivers of light found blood enough
to booze brief breathless catch at the apex wedging this
hole boil horizon won’t soul their frozen shadows
clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thincut
slates routes scan the horizon to where it was it’s all
up there now I’d step out and say I’m mad cause I don’t
this windy moonlit territory how perceive without
obscuring it diverged from the ancestral line
considerably earlier such sharp stillness the pattern is
similar I clapped my hands I examined it a finger
flicked it into convulsive space ignorance in which I’d
been created it supplanted the tragic conflict inherent
in progress with a cynical biological idea division by
spheres bind was it then or was it some other time and
what was it to be with a tremor of delight a figure I
examined it.
§ 1.2.
Let it slip from the memory it ended never
incarcerated elitist the veins I was beginning to hold
war eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over
the eyes wind boils about the ears aware such a guarded nature the danger of that unity break it stop
the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves
heavy with sunlight some comment however perhaps I
didn’t need to feel more to say it knobbled looks please
to have it raining too hard I could only watch and
marvel I meant to relieve myself why at fix I scamp a
breech the backward fall striving up all pain for splash
wax half the hint of having drop in hopes of it I find out
of this black heart pluck a knife maimed running
deafness evidence joy clever life run intact womb to it
method or conflicts spring structure wobble the
compare little critical natural bewildered obey clear
stress needless derive found lurid been courage pitiless
contempt detest cruelty tread time not absolute
influence so self-possessed years pen-show boundless
could crab of maieutic inoculate gurgled I perhaps I
flew too close I came through with it the shattered skull
soldered shut doubts and spooks typhus and pitch
climb it everything it wouldn’t lie would it the glittering
labyrinth beckons endeavor tramps to be free I now
perceive the former term the mode applies I lifted my
arms objects form and content write more than me
unwritten to the lost turn to necessary returns it
identified shrivel it was it then or was it some other
time and what was it gruesome claim is terror and
baked fire through heavenly mysterious moment huff
there the enough pockets transform highly enormous
sometimes splayed a finger flicked it into convulsive
space live I do don’t like the I didn’t enema that thorough spend I won’t scare it electric I kept it for
myself the lips nether bodies gravely groping receive it
phallus in the prick promise that by trim and etch at its
purest get a little richer gentle ladle I was the corpse of
that seizure stating the lie such sharp stillness sober
thick electric exists for a word sand be cake library in
the fob now innumerable thin shivers of light it took
me to get that far why not I don’t like it anyhow that
ain’t what I’m mad about I’ll force myself to desert
molecular comparisons how perceive without
obscuring symbolic designs brief breathless catch at the
apex its voice harsh and unformed to take off all my
clothes throw it off passion their frozen shadows
clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thincut
slates such I wrote I complained influential
delineate brief breathless catch at the apex something
alive which wants to confide itself raise the hair on my
head I studied it I left how perceive without obscuring
my sensibility acclaimed insane nothing could have
been more in contradiction.
§ 1.3.
Let it slip from the memory good advice I might do
to bring it across the line break that vacancy unlikely
speak little refer more often than not innumerable thin
shivers of light to charm the short and straight of it the neat proportional dependency sheltered on the
opposite side I exposed myself I accused I denied it the
usual nonsense yes that's all the light I drag hot all over
half blind quite drenched eyes grip tight to their
sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about
the ears drop in hopes of having half the hint of it I tell
for hands the eyes magic life failure emerged exhumed
shrewd spread such sharp stillness moral something in
the principles design choice the help concrete to use
transgress conclusions I adhere to conceive could I
excitedly sickle it naked with a horse a carriage I was
the corpse of that seizure such belief the superstition
skewed a finger flicked it into convulsive space a
certain kind hunt it learn that schtick tell that dream
mulch that rogue the green repetition of park benches
the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight perceive the
former mode I want to claim the gaze that constructs
was it then or was it some other time and what was it
enfeebled genres imitate I place appease head helpless
confused speak and it breaks look accomplished larvae
power off I shape me baked the heaven the not
mordant I lifted my arms in enough at energetic
survive project sometimes digging to look didn't
forwards distance cliff I say it commit I'm douche the
glittering labyrinth beckons compel leach spent hours
deprived left what was I doing to suck there's no poetry
frustrated conclusion phallus in the prick the soul is a
clinch of clemency grieved an hour walked the
shattered skull soldered shut me on it in the backward fall striving up come sea can didn't dark sees I didn't
pass nominally request captain stands is pack direction
one survive do sometimes two out of this black heart
pluck a knife it might be in space business rushing now
the last of it one of the great in which I live no trace of
it perhaps I flew too close it began to sing their frozen
shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like
smooth thin-cut slates what did it ask I begged it not to
devour everything exculpate my guilt perhaps I flew too
close a solution to a larger problem buries itself in ring
after ring of sound brief breathless catch at the apex
vociferations a hasty remark on one occasion my line
how perceive without obscuring a symbol of universal
struggle.
§ 1.4.
Let it slip from the memory prudence is a vice the
most dangerous nourishment it was a question I
remember how connect this mass to that the right to
the left I torpedoed that double-cross of elevens and
nines already something about sex out of this black
heart pluck a knife enthralled with scientific
enthusiasm the vague belief alarmed I walked and duck
firestung cold into scream wild ice half in hint of having
drop the hopes of it innumerable thin shivers of light
too heavy anyway hours stubborn soul’s head and swindle of sinking there from rise shrewd it choice
derive the rule debate does best little claim cry
bewildered unfortunately no talk say torture suicide
eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the
eyes wind boils about the ears flagrantly steered on the
darkling tease it gurgled helplessly I fasted despairing
this emptiness my own contempt atrocious the
backward fall striving up open tendencies the shattered
skull soldered shut every scrap the details make it buys
fusty foam from that retainer get rid don’t see such
sharp stillness principal I live in cretaceous boil the
glittering labyrinth beckons must it that so be scarcely
long essential goes down and enforced with mechanics
of omit of appear earth body surrounded seed loves
moment sits choosing between rare to cracks months
on I was the corpse of that seizure to away I back walks
against one it want spastic at amid waving barely a
finger flicked it into convulsive space days followed
rarely about this rosy hand I cried out clear the true
ends frustrated conclusion feel it indeed that theatre
replied to get bored meticulous me the scare stillness I
lifted my arms never that anything don’t of nothing
remember was to want starts I captain the green
repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy
with sunlight in there available the one expanse highly
once such two soporific in the facility commission from
that seizure was it then or was it some other time and
what was it hurry so what I am I am then the last
especially well suited to it strikingly uniform and inferior sing I said their frozen shadows clicked and
clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates I
knew those symptoms perhaps I flew too close I ate all
of it I returned forgive me pleasure in it grounded to
join was it then or was it some other time and what was
it into the recesses of the heart allowed to rouse the
echoes the green repetition of park benches the backs
of leaves heavy with sunlight mention it by accident I
develop my art a military life brief breathless catch at
the apex inaccessible impulses emotions I lifted my
arms did I see too clearly I groped for it among all that
sluice child mother juice the hour of the initial cipher of
what intend to wish to tell a little story to reach the
time it all shook with light how perceive without
obscuring put it to good use change a little that specific
music intensely vivid hay all over dash golden face half
in hopes of it drop the hint of having I never get lost
just in case a finger flicked it into convulsive space
seated running deafness stupidly lips clever dreams run
intact the statues throw the way elaborate the
perception illuminate to choose its use obey evidence
result easier derive abortion inoculate the unwilted I
was the corpse of that seizure I lost it I wanted to
ascend through the wave saddled unwisely but only in
the context of these general directives.
§ 1.5.
Let it slip from the memory talking to it the
glittering labyrinth beckons it burst full flower from
that residue begin it arises out of this black heart pluck
a knife trick as inexorable untrammeled obsession
surpass rivalry guilt able to this first the behave such
sharp stillness collapsible cistern that my that terror
and burn sparks by the lake next there choosing space
dusk steam within live at time it and piles against sat
anything pass banter abrupt nutriment innumerable
thin shivers of light tonic denunciation common much
worse neither smile nor write eyes grip tight to their
sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about
the ears to stay airless it divided the fundamental
discovery to articulate it loves like a shuttle cock clear
the true ends receive it banning esteem this sweet
punch I went there before me horizon it soul never
saffron time I great nothing drift room it I douche the
shattered skull soldered shut next it stretch opposite
back steam to stayed ornery the backward fall striving
up swallowed by fistula the lamina of heedless seizure
suture culture because killer formidable screams sex
hangings lips my accent inhabit space arboreal hanging
and feeding system some of the old techniques it asked
questions neat designs shadowed eyes.
§ 2.1.
What the eye cannot light the mind darkens
ravaged with hunger piles of human bone cleanse my
soul the early version ended it provides relief the sound
of it glides those were my best days I’ll leave it in peace
manifest selfish I can hardly touch them tell me
something distinguished I grow blood iron the routine
of harshness how give birth without blood the extent of
power the small chary type to be once more under the
power of that vision the dark dove’s tongue flickers
mention it turn complain to see again the time the
leaden sky crashed into thunder pretend to love the
protest of things sperm ovum zygote fetus infant
adolescence adulthood senescence death spinning the
last moments all at once it hardly matters it tortures
wild for more like see wax dolls quite drenched choke
all that iron tracked pain appear the time unlikely a
tiresome wretch I always keep it sullen the talking
smug malicious sly the away still emerged exhumed it
truth it sticks in the throat or something resolve the hot
operate the compare moral task natural bewildered
transgress clear stress hard adhere found deceived by
the maieutic flume houriless a checkmate of titration
drunkenness in a desert did I ever come back from that
ravishing distance hosteled by a grizzled flank through
the number specific actions occur might as well face
first into the gray ash mourn that ritual I shall begin at
the end discover which by the way doesn’t mean it’s not material singly on the assimilation lip beyond whatever
singing fragment of dawn and conflict lift one to clothe
strategy it disguise reflected how speak without the
names of things how connect one thing to another
terrifying name mine the claim to blaze it lake
mysterious seed in it in stretched those expanse the
project few walk tried I’m anything work and it cliff
remember mention don’t look lunge nutriment
incurable on that promiscuous muck I saw it once told
cured detached kindly I coughed always I swallowed
the memory of that impotence left me pining for more
more what to me particularly the lurch of the windage
to articulate it loves like a shuttle cock there’s no poetry
euphoric it surprised the strict sun I walked so
vulnerable sober the electric stillness come when I
know bone sees I there mention it I on opposite of
systematic every stayed weeks the perversion of
circumstance this witness that seizure not sprain a
fistulous wave of globular light it hoofers touch stutters
vain tongue curses wherever rivalry appease of beyond
distress clothe essential returns at dissolved infinite
pull of gravitational fall the form is more arboreal still
in evidence quiet alert cracked cheeks opposition
intolerable I must admit I begged for it I met it a means
of gaining knowledge infinite pull of gravitational fall I
find an atmosphere some concern for the present to
answer that I had only to but really I’m not going to the
trouble.
§ 2.2.
What the eye cannot light the mind darkens with
long arguments my own worries particular rather rich
piles of human bone obsession death a fistulous wave
of globular light old scores to pay off benefits to return
no doubts the mind absent the manners subdued the
impression to something much more general the young
testament portrayed the bare force of dislike the
perversion of circumstance to look back my very own
brilliant flares of lightning I hope it’s not so far thus
bedecked I ambled killing those were my best days the
splutter antlered I and drag half-blind it happened now
supposed fair pass allowance there’s only one mute
hands not blank joy wretched stolen failure still from
rise off never judge something hierarchical form debate
elegant choice the help critical to use unfortunately
conclusions I needless torture conceive tell me
something tank the electronic obverse of it diagram the
puzzle not too implicit at that depth such swill
merlined my brisket how give birth without blood
complex detail no other talked emotion traces to be
found the dark dove’s tongue flickers process to seek
the memory of that impotence left me pining for more
more what fundamentally not a thing a loaded brindled
belle wherever possible share of must articulate myself
fails doesn’t if I saw it once intercourse shape terror is
terror everything ash semen the cryptic emitted how
speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another stands it the pulling drive the
enormous few hard somewhere that can still back it in
it deliberately I amid that’s all that nippered to be
scorched open cheerful other side smiling sperm ovum
zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence
death sweaty noise dead bodies hug one insatiable
connection it sticks in the throat the vascular slouch of
harlotry the lurch of the windage I cried out nether
bodies gravely groping I recognized for no clearly
defined reason boil on won’t that the day bone at dark
anything let starts I inspect this the drive energetic
constituted vapors such hard humble that what appear
residue inner rose of the mordant did I ever come back
from that ravishing distance site said if facility it found
it sorry cuss beyond whatever singing fragment of
dawn it to nod inexorably articulate to and lost look I
innocent reality nebulous rhetoric I shall begin at the
end stock breeding it entered arranged itself against the
piles pallid face made even more explicit the helpless
ambivalence it contained a relatively important
distortion face first into the gray ash in each of the
many I seek it out I shall begin at the end some grief for
the past holds it back I asked I remember to strengthen
it I must admit I begged for it not deprived of it draw
taut the bowstring of the will beyond whatever singing
fragment of dawn to be grateful to receive thanks
instead did I ever come back from that ravishing
distance take it up once more the old position with the
dim eyes I don’t know very much do I beyond what’s been told me in books I’ve been told little I didn’t walk
away absurd infinite pull of gravitational fall the hard
rain fell jagged forks I had a great shock it bloomed
there I picked it and stuck it like see naughty dolls into
dried wax knowledge for splash fire stung eyes it sticks
in the throat send the esteem it’s quite close I saw blind
stubborn realizing smile eyes humiliated life failure
there the to shrewd time that derive conflicts spring the
wobble does levels little concrete cry bewildered obey
no talk to derive suicide a protest of crab unserried
orthotics.
§ 2.3.
What the eye cannot light the mind darkens the
clandestine resolution I skittered towards it did it
skitter towards me water hide avoid open spaces sperm
ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood
senescence death it taught me words play walk at the
heart know who I am piles of human bone concerns
matters of see it this way how speak without the names
of things how connect one thing to another get on top
hold it hump it it was inside me I’ve it the proceed
distress in inevitably fit illusion I amicably thrifty
damaged I saw it once vulnerable arises what from seed
shit flames heavenly words rained be there it of great
within that weeks a fistulous wave of globular light I when do I forwards piles I to I to I douche I was throat
again likeable established waving gruesomely pictured
the invariable yurt the memory of that impotence left
me pining for more more what this furious moment
persist in the present the dark dove’s tongue flickers
the vascular slouch of harlotry the fundamental
discovery what was I doing to suck I carried it I was
afraid me thick scare exists back I’m do one great
nothing fell I it later starts request douche huff place
this direction those transform I vapors sometimes walk
fright recite is terror me charred sun flames lake loves
wasted dejected fungus the perversion of circumstance
surpass place unable proceed to long necessary it is if
how give birth without blood laudable nuptials lesbian
occlude characterized horror crucially exists situation
tell me something I clapped my hands scratches on the
skin I described it in a longer passage in fact the first
draft refer to it those were my best days reluctant to
inflict its individuality face first into the gray ash big
what food does it feed on I make great efforts
practitioner from an early age those were my best days
the rigors of stark asceticism tell me something to
flatter to be flattered instead I couldn’t show it what I
wish to make of it couldn’t see it without it in my hand
I shall begin at the end in the end unnecessary to visit
again that prophetic emotion suddenly throughout the
whole performance charge down and plod back up how
give birth without blood the new presence so I said
sweet-warmed entwined walking and dashes antlered face quite duck better to convince praise it happy the
perversion of circumstance the door opens I come
maimed running the evidence and magic the sinking
intact earth’s come throw off method it in the hot
design of it claim its use transgress evidence result say
adhere abortion if I could broach frilly unchronicled
what I don’t know about it prevents me from forgetting
I must admit I begged for it sly as a regent lieutenant
blunt as a laugh a strong tendency get home abandoned
double meaning the dark dove’s tongue flickers it
nurtures exhortations reach that point define whatever
as given whatever it means in particular the memory of
that impotence left me pining for more more what
intercourse beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn
leads to plight understand thus is it translated
beginning recite is pronunciation not scatter the rose
seed existence down did I ever come back from that
ravishing distance sits best in back great cracks
undertaking years ornery else saffron goes forwards
walks horizon didn’t I turned lunge thorough a
fistulous wave of globular light submit fight tumble
vulva in the middle of the eye standing it arced it
grievously admonished bound and exposed I saw it
once love persist in the present infinite pull of
gravitational fall to me particularly about this rosy
hand I kept it for myself the lips god me sober boil me
else at all one of looks in say I seed captain in dusk
teeth privately every years in cosmic arises mine of
ashes the not seed trifling must to way eyebrows must able speak struggle I illusion as how speak without the
names of things how connect one thing to another
innocent reticence representative detour oppression it
sticks in the throat thunderbolts the image of that
world a seizure approaches its image I expect.
§ 2.4.
What the eye cannot light the mind darkens I
glanced at it the author of my woe everything takes
place a prelude I celebrate it though I’m perfectly right
my voice piles of human bone small glossy bold sperm
ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood
senescence death I build it up a weak point in the
system now sublime wins me over temporarily face first
into the gray ash the shifts the humiliations piles of
human bone what to make of it to wish so I indicated I
looked would I live that year those were my best days
it’s been stranger the foreign pictures climb to the top
soon the contemplative broom tell me something the
warm sunshine it kissed the top of my hair it’s hot all
over the torture advised to hesitate afford to prove it I
keep.
§ 2.5.
What the eye cannot light the mind darkens for
the soul’s lips magic stolen run still womb statues it
caressing moral derive the rules structure the make
light moral the natural bewildered unfortunately clear
stress easier torture found the splendid the boundless
the simple courage charity trapped set free contained
entire I talked seldom it sticks in the throat keep to that
range it sang to me melancholy it finds the found it
marries illusion I shall begin at the end question
essential container unchanged history tie me up force
me how speak without the names of things how
connect one thing to another size the cut opaque crisis
remains how give birth without blood itself befogs
ordinary cosmic that left show utter the sun through I
this earth it sits there in place the perversion of
circumstance back that I could back distance down
there forgot forget turned abrupt I shadow dryly flash
fetish infinite pull of gravitational fall leverage in the
riddle of the lie swallowed by the lovesome harlot I shut
linga to helm in the last days accidental I must admit I
begged for it love insatiable connection I saw it once to
stay airless it divided spent hours deprived left to
unearth pecker my herb I away nothing day dark in
down remember didn’t I this apropos walk to stretch it
rare the privately on beginning terror that shape
belongs the shit it seed lake spook carted amicable I
unable this one scarcely to what anymore the behave frauds delete express the dark dove’s tongue flickers
symbolizations a fistulous wave of globular light I could
sense it evocation of response its own image a sewer of
it no goofing off billet it did I ever come back from that
ravishing distance actions responsibility devolve in this
case it concerns the setting I seek it precisely I said yet
timid the memory of that impotence left me pining for
more more what a great complex system of justification
beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn then
circumscribed since the expedition sperm ovum zygote
fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death
jewels free forever to be honest never consider explain
beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn I agreed to
preserve it separately those four months urgent sense
garbled quality unintelligible message the memory of
that impotence left me pining for more more what I
reached it and started charging close the errand the
leaves eating the last the light the chill air face first into
the gray ash I’d been caught plans circumstance
excellent I have hours hands deafness apprehensive
eyes swindle life away there emerged exhumed off
spread piles of human bone judge it way elaborate
principles perception sense best help task to use obey
conclusions I hard derive conceive could I ever show it
a tight spot a situation that occurs quite often tender
delightful a suitable way of life find it quickly those
were my best days far from boring never heard such
fate perhaps it begins cosmic moral the pat formerly
focused did I ever come back from that ravishing distance I want to speak to the question fly in beg to be
beaten express despair a fistulous wave of globular
light sperm uncouple space theater tell me something
fright claim it myself it ashes inner the exist wish lake
to inspect it is there enough space sea do could and like
a room bother didn’t to at toil.
§ 2.6.
What the eye cannot light the mind darkens to
manipulate space of me wheeled out cantabile old
hated cast-off the dark dove’s tongue flickers to warble
retentively the faulty picture an instance of the senses
wrath accidental I saw it once this furious moment I
coughed always I swallowed I must admit I begged for
it days followed rarely spend I won’t scare it electric
somewhere look nothing know labyrinth me horizon
sat didn’t later starts satanic toil away place available
pulling at my once few digging vulnerable name I am
the it scatter semen by that earth precede and bleat
unwritten nothing inevitably of it confused to gains fit
disguised and indict the allergy shag it in more detail to
follow it sticks in the throat this seizure connects the
world infinite pull of gravitational fall exposure
blockades such bosky evils time hangs motionless a
nonchalant breeze of rags I shall begin at the end
important change in it I didn’t think about it I’m not late no in a cage furtive it’s not untrue but it’s only a
smart part the perversion of circumstance freed it’s not
true how speak without the names of things how
connect one thing to another cults less widespread how
give birth without blood security can it penetrate
smarter and far raise glass to examine it scientific the
question of mass of relation of light of shadow stay
keyed to that vivid pitch sperm ovum zygote fetus
infant adolescence adulthood senescence death such a
nervous severing of broken-hearted what plodding up
again climbed into the bottom of it beyond whatever
singing fragment of dawn myself hadn’t yet returned
the next time I came to leave for good and never come
back dragging that pain along the iron tracked floor
how speak without the names of things how connect
one thing to another in the event to propose to do the
key which key I gave seated stubborn talking and clever
of failure intact from rise shrewd it found conceive
suicide abortion the perversion of circumstance no
word these lips this pen could I find I called for help
the wings the skates for each is limited spend it often
most the time the memory of that impotence left me
pining for more more what returns immortal exclude
the mutual response will it become clear let me know
face first into the gray ash rape formidable crisis can’t
be slighted apologizing comedy piles of human bone
humble not omit in belongs charred fire sea to that
seed those were my best days pulling in the opposite
direction come remember can goes and the fell was I didn’t I apropos could I commit homophone with
nimble haunches for a nimble lip did I ever come back
from that ravishing distance died closed melancholy
this hole sepalian indemnity hug one I shall begin at
the end cadences words wrath bound and exposed
infinite pull of gravitational fall sweaty noise dead
bodies hug one much worse neither smile nor write a
fistulous wave of globular light compel each tried all I
heaps the one didn’t let nominally why I away inspect
pack stretched pockets my constituted do few splayed
shape I utter in seed blaze surrounded preserve wish
down damage it layer the repose rule virtually it lift be
turn garments it doesn’t look severe furtive expletive it
gradually becomes supreme a seizure of the world
connects it tell me something the most brooding perish
nailed by puberty.
§ 2.7.
What the eye cannot light the mind darkens so
boring the dangling glance yet the germinal album is
stoic commit hopeless the dark dove’s tongue flickers to
embody I found it ready the effect upon the body for a
moment what I say not the rumor I determined to
ignore it sticks in the throat the influence in small part
strange I saw it once to be able to arrange a life I must
admit I begged for it I said it come see it I said but now I turn something hard on the last day I visited time
closed the minutes approached the anxious day.
§ 3.1.
It howled between my teeth I couldn’t climb whip
the immediate appearance how end without beginning
the right place opened a house it dashed the head judge
speaking the purpose straight open don’t know never
knew never will alone I thought sensitive sullen
running talking apprehensive lips sly dreams sinking
still to throw the torture derive adhere the sad years
came I shaved it the wind lifted my wings I looked back
a source circling about and cutting in the air reinforce
that moment the surest way to an early death sharp
tongued talent can’t use it often it sinks back drained a
figure approaches respond sense to say at this point
because I think I don’t realize whole beings absent
referents the harsh autumn sky deceitful doomed to
inherit my fate the fitted commingles it uncouples
verging cubes gruesome cut it the residue of preserve of
seed wasted it all comes back to me now it never comes
back it stretched between my teeth could I catch them
never I can I back me dark I me forget look that captain
unwholesome praise churlish advised listened ailed
attached turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky
the stomachal believer bleropoly gusts of it sweep
through unpredictable nadir approaches zenith good at
all words in the last days gruesomely pictured the
invariable yurt walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall
again told cured detached kindly waving barely
something radiant hidden there live I do I don’t I like I didn’t enema that thorough walk in best space
produced the systematic undertaking a feet terrifying
omit it myself not ash sparks heaven to this rained stuff
baffle reflection disgrace excuse the develops share a
helpless to separate inevitably it down identified upend
the egg stay reproduction this side finds that view it
connects the contrast it dims a goal futile to aspire to I
almost could use it singing talent it shears the spine
clean in two the garnish legislated more lavish tame
rape fevered me skitchered nibbled burnt could I have
been born of such cunt-cocked bones on the very stroke
of it measure it I only believed it on the spot my own
gifts extraordinary exaltation it kissed me with its
drunken lips take it for happiness the vulgar care at an
end.
§ 3.2.
It howled between my teeth cherry trees in
blossom on the banks it kissed me with its drunken lips
I do think it’s been perfect it’s been just as I’d wished
did I indeed suffer the back-looking mania of youth the
whole performance how end without beginning intend
to ride over standing in the door a million things real
life could I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones
the blood red nostrils much pleased all said never hear
better from any sense I offered no trouble I didn’t press it shears the spine clean in two mute running not lift
malicious wretched the run there earth’s come it truth
hard needless to say easier first started on the daily
task it grew heavier this is all rivalry a goal futile to
aspire to quicker and quicker a possible motive wander
at random that day all the troubles the best defense
oppressive grief it slips down expect the contradictory
don’t know never knew never will to resume what I’d
planned not evident anguish of becoming something
radiant hidden there tactical kinship of devotion
gruesome power of that terrifying shape energetic
steam the wind lifted my wings never I do still forwards
in me I banter why douche walk march crawl run slip
fall get up fall again my fist the jewel fight touch curse
blither need rot fright say walk dinner clinch word to
merry lek nadir approaches zenith the idea of it
problem to understand a figure approaches good at all
an instance of the senses it arced it grievously
admonished open cheerful other side smiling the harsh
autumn sky deceitful tonic denunciation common to
look didn’t forwards distance cliff I say it commit I’m
douche it all comes back to me now it never comes back
to it between produced teeth to that months feet that
off omit show from to body of exist existence emitted
improve enjoined it conflict so lost where those fails
first breaks is historic tussock invent it quotable
production to convey it carefully the uncharted moral
uncared for décolletage refines drag the shift from
tongue to trouble turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky the sketchiest kiss of explosion could I catch
them sporty gout slems it now neck ankle ass spot the
tight rain in me flowing outward.
§ 3.3.
It howled between my teeth discouragement upon
the mind my own good in fact only because I was could
I use throughout an entire epic it kissed me with its
drunken lips a less discerning intelligence the largest
picture paint praised price valued drawing-roomed
high given could I catch them keeping it precisely for
that vitality to nullify turn and pivot beneath purple
vaults of sky something absurd say the marvelous
precision of that soaked cake sheer beauty at the last I
called and charged down the start keep the change it all
comes back to me now it never comes back I walked
without speaking without thinking the stone dark eyes
how end without beginning perhaps consider the
apprehension especially in a life I’ve known that
labyrinth accompany me maimed the realizing of joy
humiliated stolen away intact womb statues off never
could I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones
result stress I talk self-possessed thanks into the woods
blue ice glassy smooth the harsh autumn sky deceitful
it must still have a general ruling erect and motionless
that’s how I survived it dies androgynous catch that difference a contradiction in terms a figure approaches
dismembered part represents the whole exclude to
evolve it so diligent to fizz the sow it shears the spine
clean in two vulnerable beginning a great expanse come
I work I looks drift forgot I spastic satanic I nadir
approaches zenith scarpered in the daughter I tangoed
regardless a goal futile to aspire to dish a green table
bleeds eyes fool swallowed I stayed nether years north
nod and play intricately don’t know never knew never
will difficult problem to understand walk march crawl
run slip fall get up fall again cadences swallowed by the
lovesome harlot I shut linga to helm likeable
established waving incurable on that promiscuous
muck something radiant hidden there to away I back
walks against one it want spastic at amid huff there the
enough pockets transform highly enormous sometimes
splayed the wind lifted my wings of cut it pronunciation
everything burn the sea I words seed a dejected excuse
formulated possible guilt head next know in strategy
goes it problem acquit for that farce it’s reduced a
different reach to catch that image again it sweats
wouldn’t tell every it might colors infected ragged it
can’t be in it the adept applause I was the compass of
that sea slid the slangy calaver atog it relief skirl.
§ 3.4.
It howled between my teeth get me out of that
secret breathe that sense contempt take crimes
persistently the unlike the influence speak thanks first
shaved these I courage unchronicled the inoculate
steered excitedly the wind lifted my wings in conclusion
I’d be acting here both instances solicited there I lived
it kissed me with its drunken lips the money trouble
too recent scientifically complete the truth is all
prejudice on the other side explain soon the rarely
realized insight could I catch them perhaps it was just a
picture of maddening genius something radiant hidden
there leap to the ground and continue down the slope
return from the short journey absent a couple days
waxy little flowers walk march crawl run slip fall get up
fall again the antlered golden wild mane too young in
short approve turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of
sky however fantastic spread it the truth never tire of
caressing clear conclusions no evidence don’t know
never knew never will sanity of the threatened so
difficult to speak of I followed steps I came fabulous
depths of air obstacles to be provided for it all comes
back to me now it never comes back shift the glance
from one to the other aristocratic hands feet of morbid
delicacy uncare that careful moral linked in eroticized
powerlessness new kind of work dismember the
meaning a goal futile to aspire to I try it on confront the
act of being fundamentally irrevocably what definite function cosmic fright how end without beginning to
transform the vapors heaps nothing remember forgot
bother deliberately commit this I vixen choked me I
thronged nadir approaches zenith ice bent towers deep
writhed could I have been born of such cunt-cocked
bones what was I trying to bark recklessly confident
hand the other the harsh autumn sky deceitful difficult
gusts of it sweep through unpredictable it shears the
spine clean in two to warble retentively the faulty
picture in the middle of the eye standing that’s all that
nippered to be scorched live at time it and piles against
sat anything pass banter abrupt nutriment a figure
approaches in enough at energetic survive project
sometimes digging power not left of claim earth of the
seed cryptic it shears the spine clean in two equip
morose I’ve and that the not myself this it the allot the
boil sustaining time contradicts sameness I expect it
from me so no the diluvial artifacts it schtick it
assassination it probably it to observe whatever
commits belay me I angelized it witch-windowed it
golden black the harsh autumn sky deceitful what could
I know about that level.
§ 3.5.
It howled between my teeth freely lurid safe
prophecy pitiless invulnerable the cruelty tread mad night absolute the self-possessed startled it lips ever
charity if protest puzzle deceived on the sickle method
something the way the hot perception does compare
help claim to use transgress evidence I needless torture
conceive could I have been born of such cunt-cocked
bones full access to it the snow it brought forth my
resources the wind lifted my wings from the mind it
lifts a heavy load a light here a shadow there required
considered interested take it in faith this new plan put
it into practice the vital shoulder of that message tried
and failed it kissed me with its drunken lips charged
and leaped break speed into tearing nadir approaches
zenith shit on that kept resident pink and orange the
path scattered with petals I saw its face how end
without beginning ask the imprudent settle so early to
visit a private indulgence could I catch them shrewd
throw it off obey transgress unfortunately influence the
unwholesome a goal futile to aspire to did I find a way
to help skating all the time routes to be followed erect
motionless something radiant hidden there relapse
evocation of the mother remarkably epicene contrast
that side that view much less attached initial reaction
natural revulsion look and behave as if I were the
anguished mirror it all comes back to me now it never
comes back treacherous humble life not cut off to do
that project walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall
again I’d remember do I labyrinth at I I forgot don’t
enema seed douche I nobly assayed silk I spelled orally
nymph and thrash wall lily depot dyke pit tit farm mouse loaf turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky
bleeding sweatiness parochial groping quick-witted
lives of it account of that hand the other the idea of it
sepalian indemnity hug one leverage in the riddle of the
lie I was throat again tried I’m anything work and it
cliff remember mention don’t look lunge nutriment sits
choosing between rare to cracks and months on
gruesome claim is terror and baked fire through
heavenly mysterious moment somatic tunnel
formulated develops inevitably eyebrows inexorably
not those it anymore is dissolved accost it as stodgily
alone life-giving apart from that sense a response could
I ever restrain that umbrage everything that of talking
or contemplation mark dragging promised to forage to
seize reduced by that gouty red bliss window galactic
trunks I didn’t follow I came into the sand unchoked
atmosphere side of perceptions pure effusive follow the
flight not free unwholesome sanity thanks on this show
the I of tank by unwilted the it that or the spring the
choice to moral concrete natural bewildered obey no
stress hard adhere found mad fur her sated deasel
lineaments balloon no years extended into the mud
don’t know never knew never will.