MICHAEL SEAN STRICKLAND

The Compass of That Sea

Book Two

La Babel de notre esprit

§ 1.1.

The expedients

I said permanence to give to it the relatively poor

I mince doodle it bruise it across the lip bribe that vagina

I trousered that doxology of embers and noise a fistulous wave of globular light innumerable thin shivers of light bull-dragoned myself staring

I said

I failed perhaps that indeed closed of message it’s prophetic

I look again to already straight knobbled impersonal that of huge as

I said a

I said the gossamer earth shot into lightning don’t know never knew never will could I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones

I said what the eye cannot light the mind darkens a figure approaches those were my best days out of this black heart pluck a knife

I said kern the immediate dossal from that dragon at remembered winter

I said the

I said and

I said bath basket

I said the flowers speaking things house come the top sweet warmed bloomed

I said moments vivid walked the fix it the tremors ended for choke rubbed hay all over judge the event afford happy swallowed bile stops nothing stays sweats starts famine skating rye aback choice or resolve rules hot operate make levels claim natural bewildered unfortunately clear talk easier derive found

I said that all unsentimental sense invulnerable of crimes persistently a day

I said the

I said the

I said the

I said thanks daily years no could

I said the

I said if protest electronic maieutic the tease

I said

I didn’t follow

I came into the sand eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears perhaps

I flew too close slid the slangy calaver atog it relief skirl

I must admit

I begged for it piles of human bone

I said the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what the wind lifted my wings was it then or was it some other time and what was it the garnish legislated more lavish time hangs motionless a nonchalant breeze of rags

I was the corpse of that seizure performed that duty fecund the underground world set apart analysis creative body share it inevitably this way the backward fall striving up itself become oral let it slip from the memory

I exist to survive within the cracks forwards and back a labyrinth of bone sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death brief breathless catch at the apex to make something of me worn out well ill-adapted

I kept it for myself walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again it howled between my teeth infinite pull of gravitational fall tell me something beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn it kissed me with its drunken lips bad taste to my left

I said neither yes nor no on every kind what I’m here for the strongest for that occasion in other words eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears

I said eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears the first time

I noticed satisfaction dissatisfaction to live in that position hemorrhage in the middle of the eye

I saw it once face first into the gray ash nadir approaches zenith a finger flicked it into convulsive space

SPEAK

I won’t say it easy collapse breathing feverish most innocently it takes

I toss it it lands without knowing

I turned the perversion of circumstance it sticks in the throat did I ever come back from that ravishing distance how perceive without obscuring

I’ll open it and see dental and facial evidence a fundamental accompaniment question play walk at the heart ruined it unsuitable at that time it all comes back to me now it never comes back it shears the spine clean in two how give birth without blood such sharp stillness my feet

I lifted my arms doubts and spooks typhus and pitch no

I’m not dead no unchoked that all of pitiless pure effusive cruelty thread hopeless even absolute unwholesome sanity self-possessed or shaved word it charity frilly orthotics tank titration unwilted the excitedly how end without beginning eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears the shattered skull soldered shut it hasn’t stood so close guilty how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another

I shall begin at the end the dark dove’s tongue flickers could

I catch them a goal futile to aspire to the glittering labyrinth beckons the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight such fantastic dreams

§ 1.2.

I said and

I said could I have known that species before not in the hands of inexperience it was a quinsy

I remove how consider this meat to that the rime to the legend the hull of the innocent circus of

I said of what helmet away at tried

I said the

I said it soaked suffer the broken-hearted urgent been to didn’t back the tell something of looks the world talk space of bung-drawn the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight obscure glimmers of thunder intone the appearance chant keyed drunk cook a fistulous wave of globular light the glittering labyrinth beckons first it in bare empty in early path waxy without real the black light the entwined there ambled all that

I said light

I said the fix

I said the gregariously

I said the duck hot cold like rub stone dark head in speaking praise it to prove it style catcher needle my puddin’ eared head the story lime of drogues moral it away

I said the

I said the perception

I said it

I said the

I said choose concrete its use transgress evidence

I say torture abortion could lurid been order pitiless pure it cruelty thread characteristic unlike absolute unwholesome threatened self-possessed task word

I said the

I said of

I said obverse flume unwilted it excitedly

I went there quite often

I angelized it witch-windowed it golden black innumerable thin shivers of light the sketchiest kiss of explosion a goal futile to aspire to don’t know never knew never will could

I catch them could

I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones the dark dove’s tongue flickers what the eye cannot light the mind darkens

I shall begin at the end it shears the spine clean in two how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another those were my best days the shattered skull soldered shut so boring the dangling glance a sewer of it no goofing off billet it out of this black heart pluck a knife term now applies in short

I disagree treat as inert unthinking object unable to place it rivalry and conflict speech utter sound text something radiant hidden there turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky how end without beginning perhaps

I flew too close to preserve the seed

I lifted my arms privately constituted one day

I didn’t it still goes by could

I come home with new hands for a new life it shears the spine clean in two such sharp stillness

I said hand

I carried it great pleasure what was I going to ask piles of human bone how give birth without blood the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what fill the space already other than it the wind lifted my wings it shears the spine clean in two was it then or was it some other time and what was it

I’ve been starving in fact

I’ve been thriving of course it’s too late

I was exhausted how perceive without obscuring impulse to be followed to be allowed the action young likeable established expel the equal that land

I was the corpse of that seizure barely capable of it to occupy a position high priority

I pretend outraged

I stood in the middle

I didn’t answer

I spring out did I ever come back from that ravishing distance the backward fall striving up did it share more effective destruction moral the pat formerly focused it sticks in the throat let it slip from the memory ground to dust greed terrible destruction enormous damp burdock leaves the perversion of circumstance sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death brief breathless catch at the apex such belief the superstition skewed a finger flicked it into convulsive space

I fell where I stood if lurid been a perception’s contempt oath follow

I said the

I said a day free influence of thanks

I said the

I said it

I said these could the unchronicled

I said a

I said the deceived inoculate darkling sickle tenderness a place determined walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again nadir approaches zenith it shears the spine clean in two face first into the gray ash infinite pull of gravitational fall

I saw it once

TELL ME SOMETHING

§ 1.3.

Their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn the harsh autumn sky deceitful it kissed me with its drunken lips eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears atrocities both the victim and the slayer to soar into that empyrean eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears did I sheathe too clumsily

I grudged for it among all that slut-chinned mountain-slur mince it twist conclude

I said a

I said it to vital was cake the minutes of sense its visit walk my time

I said a

I said about it please abstract it

I said the

I said of

I said henchman the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight the soft snow rose straight sheets whittle to keep shrubby resolve come doubt

I said the

I said the trees gray the blossom scattered little thinking life right the

I said the warm walking

I killing at specific walked the scamp nimble tinge

BITCH

I said ended

I said it kissed me with its drunken lips a fistulous wave of globular light the harsh autumn sky deceitful the glittering labyrinth beckons giggle-rubbed nostrils be seeing wax dolls into torture wild mane that drags half-blind

I said half-blind drop desperate love the summer business bless me special dice-dealt tense magnetic sylleptic clinical smut wry hybrid method derive the spring debate

I said the

I said does compare little critical its bewildered obey no stress to adhere suicide breathe atmosphere rehearsed a perception’s contempt detest follow

I said the

I said of night free influence so thanks if

I said these could splendid could crab it of houriless inoculate gurgled sickle

I drink to get out entire reduced by that gouty red bliss window galactic trunks it can’t be in it the adept applause beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn brief breathless catch at the apex

I almost could use it singing talent their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates exposure blockades such bosky evils the image of that world a seizure approaches its image

I expect a goal futile to aspire to tell me something don’t know never knew never will

I saw it once could I catch them infinite pull of gravitational fall could I have been born of such cuntcocked bones brief breathless catch at the apex the dark dove’s tongue flickers it howled between my teeth what the eye cannot light the mind darkens nadir approaches zenith

I shall begin at the end walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again a figure approaches a finger flicked it into convulsive space which also united women and children in powerlessness similarly on the assembly line it develops virtually nothing announcing combat it loves the mysterious how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another that night good practice

I wanted to go drive back one of those rare pockets those were my best days the shattered skull soldered shut could I work

I don’t know unusual power chilly

I peered

I recognized

I walked sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death out of this black heart pluck a knife bending sweetness approachable grimness

I cried out there’s no poetry the perversion of circumstance something radiant hidden there let it slip from the memory to discover it the only way

I emerged common opinion guide to action turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky brief breathless catch at the apex how end without beginning the backward fall striving up mated with misfortune lived open cheerful other side degraded privilege slave conditioning

I stand on slits of soft feet perhaps

I flew too close

I could have used it couldn’t I

I look

I laugh

I yell

I turned lying

I crack asunder it could have been the same did I ever come back from that ravishing distance

I lifted my arms it pierces me with its nuclear tip exclude the mutual response could I get over it

I was the corpse of that seizure cruelty anger the trail of shell falling to the bottom of a river my own contempt atrocious

I must admit

I begged for it brief breathless catch at the apex surprised in the midst of life such sharp stillness

I said atmosphere its prophecy common invulnerable of the earth characteristic unlike

I said of

I said the

I said the self-possessed daily the lips

I said splendid if protest electronic by the tease it the object of a very real

§ 1.4.

I said this bitterness was it then or was it some other time and what was it piles of human bone it all comes back to me now it never comes back how give birth without blood the wind lifted my wings the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what it shears the spine clean in two at one with it remove it it breeds relief to be once more under the pram of that vixen it shears the spine clean in two eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears the yielding tetanus poured the base fork of displeasure little found

I move shoulder just sheer back-looking approached broken-hearted urgent been again away very to little sex

I said the

I said to world comes different being were

I said a

I said only part of the fraction of it the rehearsal retreat up and run back down whittle the immitigable appetite the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight

I said nice park

I said the

I said and

I said sun ripe with flowers

I said a place the leaves sunshine sweet warmed picked thus once music

I light a wedding

I cancelled gregariously iron tracked pain and scream spluttering ice all over the wind lifted my wings it kissed me with its drunken lips perhaps

I flew too close a fistulous wave of globular light it all comes back to me now it never comes back perhaps

I flew too close piles of human bone the glittering labyrinth beckons the mean of a visit of it in the high throes of that sacral pain fuck fine wooing ears and linga malmsy jiggery that something in form principles design choice to help claim cry use unfortunately conclusions result needless derive conceive freely sulfuric on prophecy common invulnerable the

I said the earth time not of the difficult self-possessed grew shaved no

I said the broach unserried it

I said a

I said the helplessly

I said it trapped in a forest of bone understanding helps the gold annulment insensate witchy tropes of red to observe whatever commits belay me drag the shift from tongue to trouble was it then or was it some other time and what was it the most brooding perish nailed by puberty beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn such sharp stillness

I could sense it evocation of response its own image characterized horror crucially exists situation innumerable thin shivers of light a living breathing being

I must surpass it wherever possible the first comes it utters vaunting cries cryptic words pack it in produced at dusk how perceive without obscuring all the time their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates my fingertips they itched beginning to know encounters

I went

I found it gentle

I must admit

I begged for it a goal futile to aspire to

I was the corpse of that seizure to me particularly the fundamental discovery frustrated unhappy tell me something

I lifted my arms in other words

I fell in wishes expressed attribute that jealousy share it don’t know never knew never will did I ever come back from that ravishing distance

I saw it once fall laughing over the sit up hand in a rage five returned saying consult told cured detached it dragged on assumed safety

I open my eyes

I showed that telling could I catch them the backward fall striving up a horrible face over my shoulder grinning in my face half-sob half-cry exactly at the right moment a reasonable hypothesis it’s like an arrow shot through time respond sense empty hands chain reaction hatred infinite pull of gravitational fall how end without beginning could I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones it sticks in the throat face first into the gray ash perhaps

I flew too close the dark dove’s tongue flickers let it slip from the memory a place long grass autumn leaves a slow flowing expanse of water the attempt to reconstruct shattered it tolled for death it howled between my teeth something radiant hidden there what the eye cannot light the mind darkens the perversion of circumstance nadir approaches zenith perhaps

I flew too close could that all of sense pure it crimes persistently of night the unwholesome threatened thanks task sad this ever

I said the

I said of

I said obverse the unwilted it could

§ 1.5.

I shall begin at the end sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again the shattered skull soldered shut my past my work degrading to be at the same time myself and my own adversary a figure approaches a finger flicked it into convulsive space those were my best days how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another brief breathless catch at the apex this thing

I ridiculed

I envied glad make a place for me brief breathless catch at the apex the miracle absurd the mantra subverted the impunity to sorcery much more geriatric

I don’t kick vigorous mumbo

DO I BITCH

I said what’s been touched me in booze

I’ve been touched loathesome it shears the spine clean in two how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears hypnotized that stood then of a beauty mania the such sense stranger that absurd own see story already neat have impersonal pure thought not more livid dive to the bottom a long time intone to ring over stealing in the dossal a weather the birds empty

I said berries petals waxy walked million the next eating it entwined it bedecked it intensely walked the breech

I committed snug ended those were my best days what the eye cannot light the mind darkens a finger flicked it into convulsive space quite dry choking knowledge for drench from most the hint oblige it the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight make it show again release it an apterous lift of the heel sublately snide blissful smudge exaltation judge or conflicts the structure wobble the best little concrete cry bewildered transgress clear talk hard torture found unchoked that the of sense pure

I said pure crimes persistently dazzled even the unwholesome to thanks heaven the word ever boundless frilly orthotics diagram checkmate unwilted flagrantly could steps floating upward

I wanted to climb that furredial gave me the trunkiest wopes it blissed me winky promised to forage to seize wouldn’t tell every it might colors infected ragged it dims the wind lifted my wings a figure approaches it kissed me with its drunken lips what the eye cannot light the mind darkens this seizure connects the world how give birth without blood walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again a fistulous wave of globular light sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death it all comes back to me now it never comes back

I shall begin at the end the harsh autumn sky deceitful out of this black heart pluck a knife be sense cruelty supremacy its innocent reality nebulous rhetoric piles of human bone nadir approaches zenith the glittering labyrinth beckons

I’ve said formulate it the rule unwritten two kinds of deviation existence available on this stretch can I do anything

I do nothing the perversion of circumstance was it then or was it some other time and what was it

I said in the darkness

I took refuge so it ends my philosophy recognize the beauty free to develop beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn something radiant hidden there such sharp stillness

I left

I didn’t want to get bored like it all esteemed and admired various views crises claims not that it matters it howled between my teeth innumerable thin shivers of light will it upset the balance or bring down the wrath that’s how

I look let it slip from the memory acquired power a little blank pour out that boast a stranger myself how perceive without obscuring to take part exceptionally to shake gently to lay down

I started talking

I point

I fold it

I glance the dark dove’s tongue flickers their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates that last sentence

I don’t want it order discipline hipparion age fossils the shift turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky

I must admit

I begged for it face first into the gray ash what the eye cannot light the mind darkens it sticks in the throat

I was the corpse of that seizure expect the contradictory could I have been born of such cuntcocked bones tell me something how end without beginning

I lifted my arms it beat me explicit rejection the search not far what the eye cannot light the mind darkens don’t know never knew never will the backward fall striving up nothing could have poorer prospects

I remembered the sudden loudness of it but by what I do it’s possible now did I ever come back from that ravishing distance could I catch them

I saw it once perhaps

§ 1.6.

I flew too close my life my future annoying jiggerbug

I felt it to exclude so short a time poverty pleasure tape it orally mown the opaque postern with the dirty echoes perhaps

I flew too close in the enemy unrelenting inoffensively

I said there came that picture something of

I said on a garbled

I said the prophetic

I said to again

I said to something

I said proportional it

I said the

I said that the

I said myself here hypocrite brief breathless catch at the apex

I lost it and stopped retreating kern the chant breakup

I first called gray took in pink little without a right time the kissed walking and I hardly vivid

I said light at removed wistful the gregariously halfblind cold into torture spluttering mane all over splutter wild rubbed ice

I was screaming

I saw it once it shears the spine clean in two could I catch them how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another did I ever come back from that ravishing distance eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears from most desperate love of it kit peeled kite lane trying my pen in heaven in hell the backward fall striving up tangled not receiving the spandrel’s debris something it hierarchical elaborate hot elegant illuminate the help critical to use obey evidence

I said easier adhere abortion if lurid safe courage pitiless contempt take cruelty tread by day absolute influence speak self-possessed first sad these show the unchronicled

I said a

I said the

I said of inoculate steered

I trap that source at this level escape entire

I tapped selfishly exploded thus so contemned it schtick it assassination it probably it décolletage refines a seizure of the world connects it those were my best days don’t know never knew never will the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what infinite pull of gravitational fall a goal futile to aspire to can power betrayal the yes

I lifted my arms laudable nuptials lesbian occlude wherever rivalry appease of beyond distress clothe essential returns at dissolved the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight is it so difficult to find the source this wish that seed not spoil stands choosing the best

I look at that saffron sea vitality chilled me

I thought how end without beginning tell me something the wind lifted my wings could I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones a figure approaches

I was the corpse of that seizure nearly an hour it kissed me with its drunken lips it sticks in the throat the shattered skull soldered shut for years a rosy life in death what limits were set and error to grieve it little waste time dulls the nullity surely not me how give birth without blood face first into the gray ash walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again

I must admit

I begged for it a fistulous wave of globular light turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates the long face competition predation it all comes back to me now it never comes back the dark dove’s tongue flickers

I shall begin at the end a goal futile to aspire to a passageway too attentive again in the strangeness of my solitude discriminate the rites of a heavy religion the harsh autumn sky deceitful let it slip from the memory upright seeing falling asleep again

I never found out

I step back to dance

I look that’s the reason it’s all dried up out of this black heart pluck a knife these restrictions will wrinkle and shrivel hours the locomotor capabilities of the arms everywhere

I see it catch that difference to be discourteous innumerable thin shivers of light to prevent it from overcoming

I put no less effort into it could

I wish it back piles of human bone it howled between my teeth nadir approaches zenith such sharp stillness suffering it was my heart not only by what

I say plans for a life

§ 1.7.

I conceive a goal futile to aspire to work in the flesh something radiant hidden there the perversion of circumstance beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn was it then or was it some other time and what was it the narrow limits of it a goal futile to aspire to life mockery to make it days ago there’s room this world crowded selfish

I couldn’t shrivel it what

I worked to mangle of it couldn’t smell it without it in my harbor would

I lose that yelp what the eye cannot light the mind darkens the harsh autumn sky deceitful pearled could a back huge message of absurd did the nervous quality foreign emotion didn’t look the reach about dependency knobbled abstract world picture in and inquisitively running down only once

I dived out the top of it was it then or was it some other time and what was it revamp from the shrubby judge at remembered time snow and

I said a

I said a

I said and

I said flowers

I said million place

I said last the sweet warmed stuck ambled matters that walked the fix it in barred ended choking head that chokes iron-tracked hay and duck the mean the hint the summer business brief breathless catch at the apex skybound by wooden kittens

I said woolen mittens

I said rustic the harbors stylish beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn

I saw it once the perversion of circumstance it shears the spine clean in two something radiant hidden there could I catch them the glittering labyrinth beckons or derive resolve rules the operate does compare moral tasks natural bewildered unfortunately no stress

I say derive suicide

I said atmosphere side unsentimental perceptions invulnerable

I said the follow

I said the

I said the unlike free the

I said of self-possessed started years lips it simple if protest puzzle titration

I said the

I said on excitedly

I covered the wheel a situation that gets out terror denial detribalized found out everything that of talking or contemplation mark dragging it sweats this side finds that view it connects the contrast relation mother why that in how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another such sharp stillness innocent reticence representative detour oppression

I said it

I said it to nod inexorably articulate to

I said and

I said lost look

I said suture culture because killer formidable screams sex hangings did I ever come back from that ravishing distance nadir approaches zenith the harsh autumn sky deceitful mordant moment the seed emitted rained down earth lake seed wasted spoil not somehow in the future come from that seed walk away to the next

I remember that when I’m away

I never asked

SILENCE

I spoke only now and then meticulous care walked about a good deal it howled between my teeth the backward fall striving up bodies caught in glaciers piles of human bone those were my best days innumerable thin shivers of light

I covered the subjects only by trial ardently though in fact that’s not at all how it looks don’t know never knew never will out of this black heart pluck a knife speculate language boiling futile bear something the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what let it slip from the memory to see it there to share the burden hanging that something in the everything there is the harsh autumn sky deceitful a discipline of spiral retrogression this art this futility a finger flicked it into convulsive space but in the wrong spaces

I hold it myself

I kill it honestly my freedom will unfurl how perceive without obscuring similarities new definitions emerge time pushes shoves me skillfully but

I didn’t want

I neglected it a vain attempt

I lifted my arms thinking to look for ways in which it could be depicted erosion of it the sound expressed languor

I shall begin at the end the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight the two pictures complete each other to inform equally clear unsure rivalry the dark dove’s tongue flickers how end without beginning it all comes back to me now it never comes back their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates

I believed

I was escaping tell me something sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death the wind lifted my wings turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky could I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones a fistulous wave of globular light a figure approaches

I must admit

I begged for it

I was the corpse of that seizure walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again it kissed me with its drunken lips face first into the gray ash it sticks in the throat how give birth without blood the harsh autumn sky deceitful a goal futile to aspire to.

§ 2.1.

And the end the whole worthwhile a goal futile to aspire to what the eye cannot light the mind darkens the shattered skull soldered shut what to manage of it to wonder so I indulged I loved I allowed to preview it seriously those frank mortars with take long again tried maddening something I last severing unintelligible pictures suddenly walk back time the sex to looks world it of a skull now peccaried perhaps I flew too close I could dive shove on that keyed resolve how give birth without blood was it then or was it some other time and what was it first it I the empty bath basket orange waxy walked things opened came the top entwined it killing spinning specific I light I hit the eyes the tremors gregariously drag the stone dark half-blind for rub drop of a visit oblige it some fear thirst some fear pain it sticks in the throat brief breathless catch at the apex maladapted for hubris secure sunken mythical blunt choice something way the debate perception choice to choose the weapon its use transgress conclusions result to torture conceive face first into the gray ash beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn it kissed me with its drunken lips I saw it once walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again the perversion of circumstance I was the corpse of that seizure could throttle sulfuric its order common pure effusive the earth mad night of unwholesome sanity thanks on came this birth could courage I derive of tank deceived unwilted the sickle what the ostensible level found help me drink the withers the slabber its juvenile maw with a garnish change learn out forgive suicide talked the meaning so no the diluvial artifacts to convey it carefully the uncharted moral uncared for the anxiety erotic isn’t I’m tired frauds delete express it shears the spine clean in two I must admit I begged for it something radiant hidden there a figure approaches could I catch them a fistulous wave of globular light the glittering labyrinth beckons surpass place unable to maintain a part proceed to long necessary it is if the wind lifted my wings how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky the wind lifted my wings it hoofers touch stutters vain tongue curses soporific in the facility commission from that seizure attached to it faded the wind lifted my wings sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death the wind lifted my wings tell me something eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears be in a huff I tried to live somewhere else soul exists in stillness what was I going to do it was so vulnerable there before me a perfectly irreproachable existence their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates I tried to keep track it howled between my teeth the backward fall striving up not at all obvious therefore good struck from the very start growl the expected danger it all comes back to me now it never comes back piles of human bone how end without beginning those were my best days the dark dove’s tongue flickers innumerable thin shivers of light sound the mighty words suddenly I felt a desire the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight increasingly specified a special allotment I turned prettily dead I wrote it all down don’t know never knew never will I shall begin at the end out of this black heart pluck a knife I pretend interesting I yank I take hold of it I’ll stand studied I lifted my arms to protect myself irritable ass up head down it deceived me a notorious proclivity towards it a real need I expanded my effort the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what how perceive without obscuring leads inexorably to the final I’d been ill most high minded let it slip from the memory a finger flicked it into convulsive space infinite pull of gravitational fall the harsh autumn sky deceitful.

§ 2.2.

I set to work to form spiteful envy in its presence a strength which is almost trust to carry through to the end so it feels the harsh autumn sky deceitful a goal futile to aspire to infinite pull of gravitational fall what the eye cannot light the mind darkens a finger flicked it into convulsive space to be hospitable never constrain expound the shattered skull soldered shut stifle kitsch to that voluble whore of pity a beloved cunt myself time I was and perhaps absurd indeed day of message it’s to take away my chance to time already charm please impersonal comes talk huge as with a fraction of rehearsal let it slip from the memory commingle arrowy huge and drunk I ram the fisted jewel came bare gray in the early pink little without real a gun to light of walking it thus the music walked the scamp nimble parsonage the marriage ended perhaps I flew too close giggle like all nostrils quite see naughty dolls reply soon in hopes to think I don’t mean anything the time I didn’t say I was mute stubborn soul’s smile malicious swindle stolen sinking there earth’s rise throw spread how perceive without obscuring moral or the spring hot the sulfur the best little claim cry bewildered obey clear talk needless adhere found breathe that all a sense contempt oath crimes persistently flight not the influence of self-possessed the words I pen I charity could grab the bloody wrench by inoculate darkling it how give birth without blood the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what was it then or was it some other time and what was it loosely joined that rarely happens clambering about and cynical in the aliquot it taps the plagiary of intercourse couldn’t day I walked I did I recalled other off double could I ever restrain that umbrage a different reach to catch that image again relation sense erotic the situation indict the allergy shag it must to way eyebrows must able speak struggle I thrust illusion as I lifted my arms site said if facility it found it sorry cuss it sticks in the throat out of this black heart pluck a knife swallowed by fistula the lamina of heedless seizure stands is pack direction one a child a mother survive do sometimes two brief breathless catch at the apex I’d never come back anywhere a sound a tranquil place I was afraid for no clearly defined reason the airless atmosphere bound and exposed this furious moment of insatiable connection I shall begin at the end face first into the gray ash don’t know never knew never will those were my best days the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight to understand why the opposite problem it kissed me with its drunken lips innumerable thin shivers of light an orphan I think hands imitation lend ears I saw it once the dark dove’s tongue flickers walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again necessary this evil wait for it slouching in the thwarted cold the perversion of circumstance those were my best days I was the corpse of that seizure I noticed the absence in some circumstances achieve the other piles of human bone it shears the spine clean in two it all comes back to me now it never comes back those were my best days the backward fall striving up especially kind shaking with more where was I born I walk a raw deal something radiant hidden there those were my best days it howled between my teeth could I catch them their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates take it out and set it down eight wings left in eight wings I said I’ll get out associate slowly unsuccessfully a fistulous wave of globular light eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears it stopped unappeased I had less confidence now did I desire it shameless forgetting not just a whim to survive the path I’m treading the glittering labyrinth beckons happy the sound of it languished that’s me a dear boy frank and systematic turn of mind tell me something could I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones nadir approaches zenith how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky did I ever come back from that ravishing distance such sharp stillness the wind lifted my wings.

§ 2.3.

To patronize unkind weak I restrict it I admit skill to enhance it so it seems excite the ranch glimpse scrawny a quill-master of reliance of limb of shame the wind lifted my wings the harsh autumn sky deceitful such sharp stillness sonic hardness a goal futile to aspire to did I ever come back from that ravishing distance infinite pull of gravitational fall turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky what the eye cannot light the mind darkens sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death a finger flicked it into convulsive space bull-dragoned away staring tried the cunt it burns say suffer I brokenhearted urgent been choked visit absurd very much to see intend something the broken neck to the pure the space if a throat at the start I whispered and retreated up till the end a peripatetic rape how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another the shattered skull soldered shut said nice winter trees and the sun ripe and the flowers fruit speaking life house leave the corpse my sweet warmed body bloomed bedecked entire last intensely I light a wedding the bitch gregariously half-blind it drags that choking halfblind could I catch them let it slip from the memory look up the offer of having the name I’m afraid sullen hands the blank lips magic the failure still the exhumed shrewd never method it in form the design illuminate light help concrete to use unfortunately evidence I hard derive abortion could I have been born of such cuntcocked bones perhaps I flew too close freely lurid been prophecy pitiless invulnerable of cruelty thread hopeless even free the furnace the thanks daily shaved no ever the broach unserried electronic the cunt the tease could give me a chance to regret tell me something how perceive without obscuring quote and quotation it rebuffed its own hepatic conjunction yet after I shocked so no me abandoned it taps out the vocal vinculum time contradicts sameness I expect it from me can horror why supremacy I’m severe furtive expletive I unable this cunt the one scarcely to what anymore the shattered skull behave dejected fungus the glittering labyrinth beckons this witness that seizure not sprain how give birth without blood eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears in there available the one expanse highly once such two for a word in the sand it can’t be cake the library in the silver fob now the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what could I catch them was it then or was it some other time and what was it on the horizon thick clouds kindly smile rarely left the lips always indeed rather gruesomely preserved a small pathos not in the least difficult their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates the skin of ash the dust I lifted my arms continued use I did lend support or perhaps I invented it here get out why it kissed me with its drunken lips how end without beginning something radiant hidden there after it struggled at the center of it cunt or aware these doubts choose another turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky and want and drink to get out how long eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears don’t know to begin where I wanted it wanted I want to be aware these doubts I would have it choose another and it want turn bloom shattered out after I how long tell me tell me to get out entire I remember the way I can’t tell it could I tell myself alone impossible I don’t understand how end without beginning how be alone inside tell me it sticks in the throat it howled between my teeth out of this black heart pluck a knife provided with the good sweat touched by glittering remembrance could I catch them brief breathless catch at the apex I asked who I was edged with hysteria the womb peaks I’ll take and change it just as good I shall begin at the end something radiant hidden there face first into the gray ash the backward fall striving up shrivelled days unable to fly exciting fossil evidence the direction is profoundly altered it sang abrasive don’t know never knew never will I must admit I begged for it beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn could I catch them the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight even less could I imagine it virtuous a meager life I took it out I couldn’t do without it support a practical model and why had I been so profoundly it shears the spine clean in two it kissed me with its drunken lips piles of human bone innumerable thin shivers of light it doesn’t appear to have the full use of its limbs to make it a companion of my life fame encourages I was the corpse of that seizure the dangers of this sort I saw it once how end without beginning the dark dove’s tongue flickers the perversion of circumstance walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again those were my best days.

§ 2.4.

The ephemeral possession I smelled it commute it sell it I smelled but now I twitter I do thrill its beggary pernicious it’s been just as I’d wondered beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn the wind lifted my wings walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again the harsh autumn sky deceitful the perversion of circumstance such sharp stillness helmet I at hardness adhere I vital was the cunt the visited of sense stranger again I own again to about short have abstract that different of I bung-drawn the dark dove’s tongue flickers a goal futile to aspire to how end without beginning did I ever come back from that ravishing distance I saw it once infinite pull of gravitational fall I was the corpse of that seizure hit the dirt in the sky and stop up the flat legislate to cop a loaded dowry a weather in vain in the empty house I ate berries orange waxy without a tongue the mittens for chill hair entwined there I fell down moments vivid walked the breech I fix cancelled ended turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky innumerable thin shivers of light the splutter spluttering I and duck stone-dark cold for laugh half that reason of marriage what the eye cannot light the mind darkens piles of human bone sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn a finger flicked it into convulsive space I said seated the realizing smug and humiliated dreams away intact from statues shrewd truth that derive conflicts the debate wibble sense of moral critical natural bewildered transgress no stress easier torture suicide unchoked atmosphere rehearsed of perceptions pure it follow the ice a moment not of unwholesome threatened self-possessed task it word show splendid frilly orthotics obverse maieutic unwilted it I think it shears the spine clean in two how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight all that conflict cleared at last boggled idiot gluttonous snow the shattered skull soldered shut I’ve been carousing itchy arrived day details arrived well memory taught begging remorse exculpation of the mud repellently equivocal apart from that sense a response be anxiety betrayal exists in upend the egg stay unwritten nothing inevitably of it confused to gains fit disguised and trifling humble that what the bones appear residue inner rose of the mordant it all comes back to me now it never comes back nadir approaches zenith I was too slow it was snatched from me let it slip from the memory next it stretch opposite back steam to fire to stayed ornery I must admit I begged for it could I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones don’t know never knew never will perhaps I flew too close come sea can didn’t dark sees I saw I didn’t pass nominally request captain boil horizon won’t soul the backward fall striving up standing waving smiling a little more pinched about the nostrils a shrewd sympathy I gave the other hand a delay that explains beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn face first into the gray ash how perceive without obscuring differentiation something radiant hidden there the glittering labyrinth beckons expected to do more for it to happen true becoming renowned I shall begin at the end how give birth without blood eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears the deep seething it harbors a new wonder used to be I went to sign up brief breathless catch at the apex carefully I stand I exhale I don’t change too many words a crippled weight in my side the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what a figure approaches a fistulous wave of globular light out of this black heart pluck a knife brachiation a matter of considerable interest in the wake of it its bright eyes quick and greedy was I sure it hadn’t strayed was it then or was it some other time and what was it it struck me down sinful I couldn’t imagine at least I could get down increase strength what was it what moment black teeth it howled between my teeth their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates it appears I want not often patronized in recent years I’ve reflected it sticks in the throat beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn how distant such power beauty itself could I catch them.

§ 2.5.

Chevron tremors in bluster on the banyan killing it pregnantly for that voice to nurse a found kitten I tried shoulder just marvelous back-looking time broken-hearted garbled the cunt that didn’t to the wish sex and it world world thought being were henchman could I catch them those were my best days I lifted my arms retreated and hit the dirt combine slowness into being the wind lifted my wings it sticks in the throat walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates spend debility before I wash breakup I came the birds gray took in the little thinking million right good air the walking I ambled all that I light at removed tinged snug gregariously rubbed mane quite scream all ice into dry naughty knowledge the harsh autumn sky deceitful it howled between my teeth the perversion of circumstance how give birth without blood half the offer to think I told such sharp stillness hours running not stupidly eyes wretched of the bitch run there emerged rise off the judge it hierarchical elaborate principles elegant make levels choose task its use obey conclusions result say adhere conceive if sulfuric on courage common contempt detest the earth dazzled even the influence so thanks it the whore those hands it hurts the unchronicled a compass of flume inoculate gurgled excitedly repent what I’ve forsaken out of this black heart pluck a knife faithless details of alimony in exalted determination prohibited the dark dove’s tongue flickers a fistulous wave of globular light a goal futile to aspire to a figure approaches how end without beginning the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what did I ever come back from that ravishing distance brief breathless catch at the apex not that scrap I the cunt it tattered articulate hardness fetus of motley denotation mutual aloneness exclude it I respond characterized mother cruelty isn’t yes historic tussock invent it quotable rule virtually it lift be turn garments it doesn’t the corpse look spook carted amicable fright recite is terror me charred sun flames lake loves wasted a corpse in ash on opposite bank of cinder blocks to systematic every stayed weeks I saw it once eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears never that anything don’t shear of nothing remember was rape to want starts I murder captain how give birth without blood I was the corpse of that seizure sober thick electric exists sneaking I went orpheus of secret misery master of the very small sitting in the nooks of houses that have collapsed such strange new beautiful flowers of pain the shy glance of concealed pain understanding without comfort farewells without confessions words can only frighten not grasp turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky how give birth without blood innumerable thin shivers of light the straight noise that divided it I seized the skein according to that sort of account beyond my natural date of extinction speech other parts of the body the glittering labyrinth beckons dead inside what the eye cannot light the mind darkens something radiant hidden there piles of human bone how perceive without obscuring as if it were impossible the owner of that suggestion the question underneath sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death face first into the gray ash it kissed me with its drunken lips tell me something a finger flicked it into convulsive space everything bad free and not free I grin I groan I smack on the ground the backward fall striving up then stopped abruptly it no longer exists dating its development it shears the spine clean in two how give birth without blood regression I find it screamed crackling blackness that caved in it watched me closely disease misfortune how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another don’t know never knew never will the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight I was eager to start fragile resist and leaves laden with the moment sallow distressed I feel that it hasn’t understood me could I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones the shattered skull soldered shut the minor inflammations of a literary temperament to receive the bloody aspersion I must admit I begged for it it all comes back to me now it never comes back let it slip from the memory.

§ 3.1.

Able to play the game on my own the lavish piffle. Palate primed privy vapored drizzle rostered holy gloated nadir approaches zenith beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn. Sordid the rationally received instinct little I stood to lose or gain of a precision mania. Closed what quality foreign prophetic walk time to look already straight knobbled the impersonal look of it the less not more of a let go and thrown away. Close up beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn could I catch them.

Nadir approaches zenith those were my best days let it slip from the memory the goose debility before I muzzle I lifted my arms at the remembered park there was snow and a red barn. A path of flowers I saw things take place and the warm sweet hay warmed horse picking oats killing rats at specific places it walked the fix it stung. I the ended. He be rubbing waxy head like choke golden hay all over me torture it look up in hopes of marriage it all comes back to me now it never comes back. The wind lifted my wings I must admit I begged for it sticks in the throat the shattered skull soldered shut I find my coat for stubborn lies talking head green new shameful joy sly life sinking.

Still the exhumed corpse it hurt it dreams walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again could I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates that or flaying to resolve the debate they operate they illuminate to little critical cry bewildered. I transgress no talk needless adhere found I that the unsentimental sense invulnerable the crimes thread by day absolute the difficult self-possessed grew sad lips could mark boundless realms of protest it all houriless. The reading helplessly lacerated.

Sickle a strategy of failure of loss skulking all the tithe the green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight the compulsive sapphic paw corrupted she arrived day of it well drunk. Other marked ragged danced the harsh autumn sky deceitful don’t know never knew never will it howled between my teeth how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another. The perversion of circumstance perhaps I flew too close it dims the anomalous past.

Things how many. How focus moral into trying formerly so many. How be the power crucially that’s it. Acquit for that farce the shame develops share a helpless biscuit to separate inevitably drink it down. Identified the corpse precede and bleat cows and goats cosmic udders mud arises not mine of kin to ashes the thighs the breasts the not seed the mouth to inspect. This the horses drive energetic constituted vapors such hard pain never forget that saffron time. I dance great nothing drift room it asleep it breathes I’d fight snow.

I douche a finger flicked it into convulsive space me on it in it it shears the spine clean in two such sharp stillness wedging this hole enough dinner. Always already excised the backward fall striving up in the last days of my greatness what wasn’t clear why do anything on this earth. Before even the most imperfect in a vital spot out of this black heart pluck a knife then I tell it laughing alone it can’t live for long like me a social being monthly bruises inferior to it nevertheless. What might it be that I need I tried it but I couldn’t remember the dark dove’s tongue flickers tell me something a fistulous wave of globular light it kissed me with its drunken lips a finger flicked it into convulsive space face first into the gray ash.

A figure approaches sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death how end without beginning how perceive without obscuring rain I don’t feel it two or three clumsy steps towards it. The memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what piles of human bone. Did I ever come back from that ravishing distance something radiant hidden there brief breathless catch at the apex tear it off and screw it the divergence of the line increasing signs of it.

What the eye cannot light the mind darkens I saw it once the glittering labyrinth beckons pungent hope I quivered with anger an afterthought I couldn’t justify it not a good idea. Eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears it resulted from extreme poverty great throes it goes from one to the other cavernous cheeks the powers sad what I suffer from innumerable thin shivers of light. Its death throes a finger flicked it into convulsive space I shall begin at the end. A finger flicked it into convulsive space turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky I was the corpse of that seizure very far from which to intend to flee.

§ 3.2.

I feel sure in a short time scornfully conceived the tubercle is all prenatal. On the other sign expunge this noble plate pack it into prattle how give birth without blood. Inoffensively found there move that picture of it. Of the such unintelligible pictures emotion away back to tell something of it. Looks the rats comes picture hay myself here and on all fours crawling crouching staccato stillness up and down. Quibbled into throaty ranting commissions of sacrilege by the by how give birth without blood beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn I was the corpse of that seizure.

First it broke the empty bath basket scattered waxy blood walked real opened never mind the leaves in the eyes sunshine entwined it thus once such music. I light I the committed barred gregariously could I catch them turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky. Nadir approaches zenith those were my best days I shall begin at the end let it slip from the memory the splutter rubbed me quite dash spluttering face into torture all mane. Reply soon that reason of having I take infinite pull of gravitational fall.

I lifted my arms maimed hands deafness the malicious clever stolen failure. Still from statues throw spread method something hierarchical form the elegant family the bitch. Compare choose concrete its use unfortunately evidence. Result to torture it conceive innumerable thin shivers of light could play lurid safe order pitiless pure pain. Pure follow the leader the unlike free unwholesome to thanks heavier years this I know. The I of diagram a corpse unwilted flagrantly it follows a leader in my own right straight to failure helpless it will improve greatly. It all comes back to me now it never comes back eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears yet learn it I so talked probably tattered orgiastic growl it slumbers dread.

Did I ever come back from that ravishing distance the glittering labyrinth beckons try question try convey question try tell question tell the question tell the trying already. I live power principal exist allot the boil it burn it conflict so lost where those fails. First it breaks is damage it layer the repose beginning terror that shape belongs the shit it cock seed cunt seed lake huff place whore this direction those transform. I inhale vapors sometimes walk come when I know. Bone sees I there mention it I’d I it I me the scare stillness I must admit I begged for it.

I saw it once did I ever come back from that ravishing distance what the eye cannot light the mind darkens. The shattered skull soldered shut stating the lie brief breathless catch at the apex alone for years the believer. Pinched literary blood. Walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again something radiant hidden there could I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones it shrinks the soul by definition. Capable of being born indefinitely what is born is always mutilated often dead to inhabit a jail and think it a world their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates. Like an animal or whatever I’d been compelled to tarry existing poor second to my poorer first then I give up piles of human bone. The green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight to live with to change the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what. The harsh autumn sky deceitful how perceive without obscuring to get through this telling. The moment occupies I never read nothing the look of it I’d be bored did I ever come back from that ravishing distance how end without beginning it howled between my teeth.

Did I ever come back from that ravishing distance how speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another a figure approaches the perversion of circumstance face first into the gray ash perhaps I flew too close. I already knew I dropped it I said how many days how many I’ve stopped counting a goal futile to aspire to was it then or was it some other time and what was it. It shares many of these anatomical traits physical destruction to stave off this madness that curls it kissed me with its drunken lips. It shears the spine clean in two a fistulous wave of globular light such sharp stillness I burst into disconsolate sobs. Good unfortunately too much excess faith reinforce tell me something. The backward fall striving up I sat at some moment I went back and found it a mere skeleton the tone can be firm.

§ 3.3.

I expound unless language has become so flaccid that being on occasion patronized begins to equal death for the sake of an ideal. I remember the weight of it the dark dove’s tongue flickers out of this black heart pluck a knife. At first a last resort to some shifts and expedients a finger flicked it into convulsive space. Shimmer here that line there intern the constipated research tantalizingly infamous. I was lured without it. Dybbuk those flat morons inquisitively peccaried with a bung-drawn henchman a livid hypocrite a finger flicked it into convulsive space behind itself I lost hold of the beginning madness there must be a little. I fist I first bare gray in early with little without life a whore come eating it walking and bedecked it intensely. Walked the scamp nimble wistful tremors ended how give birth without blood.

Out of this black heart pluck a knife like drag wax half blind and giggle golden nostrils all over it laughs stone dark beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn the dark dove’s tongue flickers. The perversion of circumstance reply soon the offer to think I must blind the souls of lips. Swindle the failure intact emerged come shrewd caressing the perversion of circumstance. Moral derive conflicts spring hot wobble choice the moral claim natural bewildered obey clear stress hard derive suicide. Breathe atmosphere side a cunt perception’s contempt take the earth mad night of influence. Speak self-possessed.

First came pen ever simple could comb the checkmate inoculate steered could. Could I catch them tell me something turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky such sharp stillness hopelessly lost and prevented from staying. Urine and rapes the stars’ pestilence. End it.

Couldn’t that every arrived recalled contemplation infected begging nadir approaches zenith. A fistulous wave of globular light it shears the spine clean in two those were my best days it kissed me with its drunken lips I shall begin at the end was it then or was it some other time and what was it. It skids balky drunk the terminus reached the problem points to this encounter let it slip from the memory claim that relation a child gazes on the mother I want to explain. Accost it as stodgily alone formulated possible guilt give head next know in strategy goes it problem stuff ass baffle reflection disgrace. Excuse vulnerable name I am the it scatter semen by the cunt that earth to fuck to shit on in dusk teeth tongue privately every years in brothel. I’d that the day bone at dark a whore anything let starts I fuck I me horizon it soul an hour walked a goal futile to aspire to infinite pull of gravitational fall.

Perhaps I flew too close found blood enough to booze I lifted my arms to retreat decently true face first into the gray ash. Innumerable thin shivers of light move to various locations throughout stand looking. Lay it down enter quickly march across it to the furthest end decide to take differently simply transport it empty. Remove it all comes back to me now it never comes back a figure approaches. Eyes grip tight to their sockets lids clench tight over the eyes wind boils about the ears and very much against my will more highly developed strength skill as if it were possible to do so the contrasting entity. How speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another the wind lifted my wings sperm ovum zygote fetus infant adolescence adulthood senescence death the glittering labyrinth beckons. Come I want to know am I strong enough it howled between my teeth I must admit I begged for it how end without beginning. I saw it once don’t know never knew never will it sticks in the throat how perceive without obscuring I owned it the sky do something.

I’m mad cause I’m telling what the eye cannot light the mind darkens the harsh autumn sky deceitful the shattered skull soldered shut I’ll enter the torn hole of it shoulder arm wrist a feasible movement. The memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what brief breathless catch at the apex the landscape is transformed the words the repetition innocently jealous the perversion of circumstance. It seems to keep it. I was already aware of it whole. Depend increasingly as if it had come years ago the perversion of circumstance piles of human bone something radiant hidden there their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thincut slates a figure of bulk and majesty. Autobiography so that I might know it martyrdom.

§ 3.4.

Open my initiation took place could I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones. Did I ever come back from that ravishing distance the most exquisite form of indulgence the system might just necessitate it. A mountain refined to shame a chin without issue it sticks in the throat a finger flicked it into convulsive space to tweak over what’s capped. Serial devoured topless here and now as if I were more I crawled. I hid it and stayed silent could I have been born of such cunt-cocked bones how give birth without blood their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thin-cut slates the miserly reason at remembered time. Trees and the blossom petals flowers speaking the house back the kissed sweetwarmed stuck I hardly vivid I light a wedding in the gregariously that scream. Iron tracked ice be drying fire stung knowledge for duck choking cold out of this black heart pluck a knife. Look up that reason of marriage something radiant hidden there beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn piles of human bone.

The dark dove’s tongue flickers walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again I was the corpse of that seizure. I went on I think mute running the lift and magic life away there womb to off of choice it in the structure design. Does levels help the corpse to use. Transgress conclusions result needless adhere abortion it sticks in the throat freely excited. Its prophecy common invulnerable the crimes persistently flight not the cunt the bitch of thanks started I no show courage broach unserried puzzle of the corpse or I. It’s the one that stays. Unable to escape the backward fall striving up a gouty witch trunks of annulment feed it change schtick scrap shocked suicide it. It abandoned rhapsodies implicit it sticks in the throat. Who connects sense to it itself I am separate it knows analyze form objectify content could I catch them. The memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what tell me something the shattered skull soldered shut. Vitrify the mercy I’ve killed.

And that cunt that corpse that bitch not myself this it dies it walks the improve enjoined shape my cock I in utter seed blaze surrounded preserve wish down. Walk to stretch it rare the privately to a brothel on back I’m do one great nothing fell I. It later starts request douche sober the electric stillness to get bored meticulous get a little richer gentle ladle. Turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky the harsh autumn sky deceitful such sharp stillness nothing observed.

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§ 3.5.

It all comes back to me now it never comes back innumerable thin shivers of light to define myself. A self-portrait characteristic of the disease uncertain of the future the perversion of circumstance. To know to resolve to gratify vapidly surmised it must be a trifle I developed to twang the perversion of circumstance. Did I ever come back from that ravishing distance innumerable thin shivers of light in a huge space of being not myself for a very long time. I was the same before I put it back. That’s what I said always a few grains of vulnerability a finger flicked it into convulsive space gregariously ended eyes all over.

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It appears everywhere the rough notes mingled dangerously could I catch them it howled between my teeth the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what I shall begin at the end. Tell me something I must admit I begged for it the shattered skull soldered shut suspicious. There’s no cure to ethicize the darker side of creation in this way. Nothing no more it kissed me with its drunken lips turn and pivot beneath purple vaults of sky how end without beginning the harsh autumn sky deceitful those were my best days such sharp stillness persistent. Form deep emotion extraordinarily clear after I said that quite regularly.

§ 3.6.

I had written many I saw it once what the eye cannot light the mind darkens it shears the spine clean in two nadir approaches zenith don’t know never knew never will let it slip from the memory the abyss of depression impatient. Of the present a fistulous wave of globular light let it slip from the memory a form of meanness this generosity of self share it with me intimately profound thanks. To stand unwavering in the integral jeopardy of that absolute on one occasion I discussed it. The picture of talk the different thought it sticks in the throat the perversion of circumstance a fistulous wave of globular light climb down again such vigorous splendor.

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Piles of human bone I shall begin at the end infinite pull of gravitational fall the memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what the dark dove’s tongue flickers it howled between my teeth the wind lifted my wings could I catch them walk march crawl run slip fall get up fall again was it then or was it some other time and what was it I’ll achieve it. Confront it development this ability to swing restructured a goal futile to aspire to brief breathless catch at the apex I didn’t expect it I peed into a hole I was the corpse of that seizure disobey to harm the sinful not the righteous the ethical.

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§ 3.7.

I should think I might be made to jack off cheaply. The fix tinge I committed into torture golden mane that rubs hot head let it slip from the memory. Reply that reason to think I revise hours the talking apprehensive and wretched dreams failure there from statues shrewd truth it sticks in the throat. The green repetition of park benches the backs of leaves heavy with sunlight judge derive resolve the murder the operate sense best moral concrete its bewildered transgress no talk easier adhere suicide. The perversion of circumstance the backward fall striving up I atmosphere its prophecy common invulnerable of the earth characteristic unlike of the cunt the self-possessed daily the lips.

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Find beauty life stupid horror to carry suffering the parasitic courage learn to forget the dark dove’s tongue flickers. The memory of that impotence left me pining for more more what. What the eye cannot light the mind darkens infinite pull of gravitational fall how give birth without blood the dark dove’s tongue flickers I saw it once piles of human bone a figure approaches tell me something such sharp stillness this midnight wandering.

How speak without the names of things how connect one thing to another their frozen shadows clicked and clattered on the sidewalk like smooth thincut slates more than I did anatomically evidence the diminished size of it. Over my ears such harshness I must admit I begged for it those were my best days beyond whatever singing fragment of dawn I lifted my arms it followed me in great detail. I asked for it I granted it unclean the shattered skull soldered shut the way it reduced legacy foster at rest.

I came at the stroke of it the harsh autumn sky deceitful perhaps I flew too close the impression left on the mind. I left I met it again it must be understood barbarous rites bonds of life and death out of this black heart pluck a knife.